No weigh-in for me tomorrow, instead I am getting my Implanon taken out! oohhh Am shitting myself a little. Me no likey pain.
I want to have a baby. LIKE NOW! Every time I see a baby in the shops etc I get all gooey. I held a baby at work the other day for a customer and OMG I almost cried. SERIOUSLY...
We have to wait though. We havn't even had genetic counselling which is highly recommended for Fragile X carriers.
Shit... shit... FUCK..
I feel like time is slipping away. I am 32. Not getting younger and a side-affect from carrying the Fragile X chromosome can be Total Ovarian Shutdown leading to infertility and early menopause.
FUCK... Sorry about all the swearing but I am sitting here next to my beautiful sleeping husband and I want to have his baby so bad it actually physically hurts me.
ok.. I'm ok.. I think..
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Scared
Posted by NikkiD at 11:48 PM
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2 comments:
Oh wow hun, good luck for having it taken out!
So much going on for you right now so huge *hugs*
Hang in there!!
I hope all goes well
hey nikki
you are definately taking all the right steps in the direction of having a baby :) things will happen for you. and when they do the 9 months will fly by!! i held a baby two nights ago as well and it was gorgeous but it was also nice giving him back to his mummy haha. oxox
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