I'm still alive

Hi all!

I am still alive. I just havn't gotten around to updating here.

Things have been a little tough lately. I quit my job and got a new one but had a 2week gap in between and my new job is a monthly pay cycle so we have been struggling financially for a while.

I had to stop going to Weight Watchers because of this. We havnt been able to afford good food either so I have gained everything I have lost back.

I am not going to let it get to me though. I have a plan.

I got paid finally and yesterday we went to Target and I bought some of those long shorts that look like work pants but shorter. I am going to wear them and short sleeve tops to work whicle its warm and I am going to spend my lunch break walking.

I can eat my lunch while I work and this way I get some form of exercise in my day.

*sigh*

Weighed in this morning and gained 0.6kg.

Pathetic. I am pathetic.

I have been doing WW for 12 weeks now, and lost a dismal 2.1kg.

Most people have gotten to 10kg by then!!

I am tired, depressed.. I just want to cry.

Why do I do this.

I have been going to WW for like 7 years off and on, and I have never gotten my 5kg bookmark.

Even though I lost like 20kg on my own 2 years ago, I have never been successful on WW.

I quit, I give up. I stop going to meetings. Yet I know it works.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!

Did someone say "I lost 0.9kg??"

Yes they did, and that someone was ME!!!

Yeah baby!! I went to my weigh in this morning not expecting much at all and i lost 0.9kg!!

AWESOME!!!!!!!

But I know that I am going to have to be extra careful this week as I think it was a bit of a fluke!!

Meh

Ain't feeling the best at the moment. I have had my period now for 3 weeks and its been really heavy.

I am so tired all the time, even though I get at least 8 hours of sleep a night. I am starving all the time, I feel so down.

I also feel really lonely. Even though my husband is my best friend, he is all I have. I don't have anyone else.

I gained last week and initially I took it really well, but now I find myself dwelling on it.

I just feel really deflated and so ready to give up again.

Weigh in

Well it was weigh in today and seeming I have had my horrible TTOM for the past 2 weeks and have been feeling really tired and crabby my diet has been really bad: KFC, cake, etc etc.

I gained 0.7kg. Not too bad considering.

But I am fine. Just getting back on the horse and moving forward.

Its a long weekend here so I am going to enjoy it. Its beautiful outside so might go and sit in the sun!!

Hope everyone is having a great weekend!

Nostalgia

I was browsing YouTube and found some old videos of songs I love from the 80's.

Anyone remember these?







Makes me feel old!!

I'm BACK!

Wow, its been 5 months since I posted on here!! Thats terrible!

Well I am back doing Weight Watchers and and after a rocky start I am doing good.

Week 1 - Lost .4kg
Didn't go back for 4 weeks. Gained 1.7kg
Week 3 - lost 1.2kg

So am back on track and happy.

Billy and I have been walking lately and I am so proud of myself for doing it, because I am the biggest lazy ass I know.

I have changed jobs again. Now working at Dorsogna in accounts receivable. Its good and the money is good too.

So everything is really good at the moment and I am happy!!

Sick

Yep... I'm sick. I think its the flu. Went to bed with a killer headache and woke up in the middle of the night with a really sore throat and then this morning I got up feeling like death.

Good news though, I lost another 700g at weigh in!! Go me!!

Well off to rest I go..

Going good

Its been a while since I posted... so slack!!

Well things have been going really well the past couple of week. I lost 1.1kg last week and this week I lost another 0.7kg. So thats 2.6kg all up. Not bad for 4 weeks.

Our wedding anniversary was on Saturday and we went out for dinner and had a lovely evening. I definately went over points but I think I deserved it.

I have been perfect the rest of the week though. I cancelled my Curves membership and Billy & I are going to join the local gym together.

I think if I have someone to go with I will be more motivated to go.

Proud of myself

I have been soooo good this week!!

We had subway last night and I normally go for a footlong chicken fillet. But instead I got a 6 inch roast chicken and I even had enough points for a cookie.

The tablets I think are working. I don't think about food as much. I am not always hungry and I actually feel more motivated. I was off sick from work on Thursday with really bad cramps but i kept wanting to get out of bed and do housework!! My mind was so organised!!

I think they are going to help me but I don't want to use them for long as I don't want to depend on them and they aren't cheap!!

I am at work at the moment. It's 40 degrees outside, thank god for Aircon!!

Well better do some work I suppose!