Dammit!

I have been so good this week, eating within my points everyday!!

Then today I was in a rush cause I had to get fuel on the way to work so I didn't take anything with me for lunch and it was so hot at lunchtime that I couldn't be bothered driving to the forum to get something healthy so I went to the closest place that had a drive thru.... KFC.

I got 9 nuggets and a small chips. Disgusting! I am so peed off! My willpower was so good then splat....

I am really starting to wish we could move to the US sooner. Everything here is just getting to me. Everything is so expensive. Our rent is going to go up again I just know it. We pay per week what our mortgage in the US is a month!! Ridiculous!!

I'm actually looking forward to not being able to work when we get there! I have been working full-time and living out of home at 15 so I would love for someone to be taking care of me for once!! Even when Ashley was a baby I still worked.

Oh well.... life ain't easy.

I'm not sure how I am going on these pills. I have been feeling good until the past couple of days... I dunno....

I feel like I have been neglecting my beautiful hubby. He has been asking for attention and I keep brushing him off. I don't know why.

Poor thing. He is gorgeous and loves me to death. He deserves more than this!

He is asleep right now next to me snoring!! hehe

I love him so much....