Battlestar Dramatica

Thats me!! A huge big spaceship with mental problems!! hehe

Anyway, I am feeling better today. A weekend of crazy mindblowing sex with my husband has helped!

Sorry to be so personal but since I went on the ole mind drugs sex to me has been as appealing as doing the ironing. The last few days I havn't been able to keep my hands off Billy, which he is very grateful for.

So I am screwed either way... take drugs and have crap sex but feel better and stop binging, or stay off drugs, have great sex, eat myself into oblivion and feel like I am losing my mind!! weee so hard to choose.

Nah its ok, I am getting back on the pills, dammit!! hehe

Thanks to all those who commented on my last post. I was starting to feel like no one read this anymore and the state of mind I am in at the moment really let that get to me.

I don't have any "real life" friends so you guys are all I have....

love yas all!!