ok.....
so.....
This Saturday could possibly be a BIG freaking milestone for me.
Let me fill you in on why first. I first joined Weight Watchers in 2000. I weighed 67.5kg. Back then I thought I was HUGE!! haha what I would give to be that weight now.
Anyway, I gave up that time after about 10 weeks of hovering around a 2-3kg loss. I joined again not long after and pretty much did the same thing. This continued on for the past 8 years. In that time my weight with WW got heavier and heavier. Although in 2005 I did manage to lose 20kg without trying, but there were alot of things going on in my life that came before eating, sleeping etc at that time.
Anyway, getting back to topic at hand, I always quit WW after I had a big gain or I got disillusioned or my motivation just went awol. Either way I never got that 5kg loss Bookmark. To me it is an allusive "Holy Grail".
Stupid? Perhaps... I don't give a fucking shit! I want that bookmark. I will have that bookmark. Then I will get the 10kg star, the 15kg star and so forth.
This Saturday may well be the day I finally make it.
The thought of it freaks me out.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDGE!!!
Posted by NikkiD at 8:37 PM
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5 comments:
baby, you know you can do it. You're so determined. i'm right behind you no matter what!
Oh thanks baby!!
And I'm so happy you finally got on here!! hehe
im sooo excited for you nikki :) what an achievement that will be :))
i totally understand about being scared about getting there. I lost another 800 grams yesterday and followed that up by going and eating. Eating I know, weight loss I don't.
you'll get there, and then you can celebrate then focus on the next five.
Donna, your blog isn't there cause yours in private silly!!
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